Monday, March 30, 2009

A Day At Gym Wakes Me Up...

A friend asked to destress at gym...and I agreed without thinking...feeling that it's time to turn all the volcanic eruption into a positive energy. And off we went; and that's when I found out that...I'm old d, man!I didn't even complete a 30 minutes workouts!!!

When the treadmill started to get going ...faster and faster...and I started to focus in keeping up the pace; that is when the old sensation came alive! Just focused at keeping up the pace...sapping away all your troubles and worries. Just stay aiming at achieving your goal...nothing more nor less! Eventually, I managed to drag on for 25 minutes...well, at least I stayed on the track that long after years of hibernation!!! Hah

The drenched and exhausted Shawn is what I see in the mirror...and that healthy glowing silly face is nostalgic...which I haven't seen in years...The face freed of worries and facade...the real innerself...how I wish to turn back time...to be myself again...

I found that I've slowly losing it all after entering the career world. I lost my principles, my genuine-self, my passion for life and my personality. Somehow somewhere in my life, I started to hate myself. Reflection of the ugly drenched duckling inside the mirror is like a wake-up call; reaching out to me...begging my soul to bring her back; back to where she once inhabited.

Hopefully once I pick up the rusty gear I will keep it going...and regain my trueself again. Once again, thanks a lot, Mickey...you are one good buddy! Thanks for letting me mirroring back myself one more time.

2 comments:

  1. That "ugly drenched duckling" looks pretty cute after the run... but most importantly, it's great to see some positive energy after that!

    Keep it up!

    Mickey Mouse Club

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  2. Hey..I thought someone commented to a friend before...Shawn pretty meh???...Hahaha

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