Dear Kiara...

Baby, Mommy missed you much. I dreamt of you again. The nostalgia gushed back into my mind again, counting on how much fun and joy, pain and grief we had together. Remember the blog I tried very hard to write for you after you’re gone? Well, Mommy did it yet never publishes it up to now…for there is never enough room to describe you; for your existence in my life is beyond word.

The guilt still never leave me though; for I never get the chance to see you one last time; to tell you how much you meant to me and to hold you one final time. When Mum told me that you were gone, you couldn’t imagine how I went through my days…barrels of tears and life in avalanche… you will definitely heartbreak to see your beloved owner in despair.

I remembered how you used to be there for me all the time, wagging your tail; devotedly waiting for my return from school.
I remembered how I used to share with you my stories; for you gave me assurance that you never kiss and tell. I longed for the ticklish sensation when you gnawed my ears. I yearned for you to lick my tears away. And now, I ached for you are not here when I needed you most…Mommy love you, my sweet child…