A Summary of An Ending And A New Beginning...

It has been a long time since I last found the passion to blog again...it might be due to the horrendous working life which everyone seems to sulk upon...or caused by the fact that I've been adapting a new habit of contemplating and bottle up all the things...not willing to share or talk 'bout it....hated myself for the new habit acquired but hopelessly give in...

There has been a so-called paradigm shift in my life for the past three months...from the luckiest gal on this earth having all the basic necessities, a fulfulling dream job and a devoted partner who was so promising...to a tear-stained out-of-love and aimless lost spirit passing each day like a walking zombie. I thought I couldn't make it to see the next sun shine for having all the roadblocks and barriers of obstacles pouring and smashing right into my face...until I met some angels sent by God who selflessly picked me up from where I fall...dedicatedly gather my pieces of broken heart, soul and mind ... and taught me how to stand up again by my own...

Slowly and pain-stakingly; I learnt my way to leave the past behind...not all of course but the very least I could now talked 'bout it without shedding tears...for the mind-trending memories were too much precious to me...

Eventually...the fate played a trick upon me again...for He walked into my life not long after I learn how to stand up again...and once again I am struck by dilemma...for wanting to start anew yet fear to try...for having interested but dare not to commit...

At last...I gave it a go and really hope it works this time around...How the future will be? It will be revealed as time goes by, I suppose...till then...