Sunday, September 27, 2009

If You Are To Pluck Roses, Get Ready To Be Pricked!


Every matter in life comes with an action with commitment needed and sacrifices anticipated. Should you think you are ready for the thing you set to do; get ready for the unexpected hurdles and either you overcome the hiccups with a great laugh or sulking and licking your wound for thing doesn’t turn out the way you expected. To think that things will always in favour of you, it will be a wishful and vain thinking just like hoping to strike a jackpot when you didn’t even pull the slot machine’s handle.

When your plan didn’t work out; cry a lil’ and get over it..it’s not the end of the world…betterstill; get a contingency plan! God granted us with a super-computerized brain not for it to get rusty nor rotten over the age but for us to fully utilize it throughout the entire lifespan. To think about it, how many of us have been using it anyway?

Saturday, September 5, 2009

A Summary of An Ending And A New Beginning...

It has been a long time since I last found the passion to blog again...it might be due to the horrendous working life which everyone seems to sulk upon...or caused by the fact that I've been adapting a new habit of contemplating and bottle up all the things...not willing to share or talk 'bout it....hated myself for the new habit acquired but hopelessly give in...

There has been a so-called paradigm shift in my life for the past three months...from the luckiest gal on this earth having all the basic necessities, a fulfulling dream job and a devoted partner who was so promising...to a tear-stained out-of-love and aimless lost spirit passing each day like a walking zombie. I thought I couldn't make it to see the next sun shine for having all the roadblocks and barriers of obstacles pouring and smashing right into my face...until I met some angels sent by God who selflessly picked me up from where I fall...dedicatedly gather my pieces of broken heart, soul and mind ... and taught me how to stand up again by my own...

Slowly and pain-stakingly; I learnt my way to leave the past behind...not all of course but the very least I could now talked 'bout it without shedding tears...for the mind-trending memories were too much precious to me...

Eventually...the fate played a trick upon me again...for He walked into my life not long after I learn how to stand up again...and once again I am struck by dilemma...for wanting to start anew yet fear to try...for having interested but dare not to commit...

At last...I gave it a go and really hope it works this time around...How the future will be? It will be revealed as time goes by, I suppose...till then...